In the midst of New Year

Well actually, Chinese New Year is the same for me every year, our family used to spend time going around visiting relative in Klang and go pray in temples. But as time goes by and more kids came on the way (my little cousins), we do that less and stayed at home more. It's pretty bored because at OUR AGE, we wanna go out have fun and all right?

Shiet what am I crapping here.

Bottom line, IT'S BORING -.- Our family don't do any other things other than eat and talk I guess. Cos they don't gamble. But it's a different story in Bee's family. I love the fact that they can have fun anytime they want to. It's so carefree!

Anyways, I've been pretty stressed out lately, being torn between going out to have fun and staying back to complete the assignments.

sigh~

Dr Goh's lecture reminded me a lot of things, all the while i've been enjoying life and forgot about my responsibilities as a uni student. I mean, I remember my responsibilities, but often times we just ignore the responsibilities and go do what please us.

and in the end, we fall back, we can't catch up, we lose motivation, we just basically screwed everything.

sigh~

I need strength, I need support and motivation from those who said they wanna work hard together. For this last one time I don't want anymore "Talk only No action".

I wanna go all out. I wanna have fun hard and work hard for my future. I'm tired of failing from my own goals.. Tired of seeing people fail too.. But of they can't help themselves, so do I.

Been moody today, sorry peeps for the lifeless blog entry..