I'm superduperextremelyveryfriggin irritable.
I have never been this easily agigated in my life before, never. The only times when I'm irritable is when I'm hungry and don't get to eat asap, because I'll start to shiver due to low blood glucose.
I don't like this feeling!
It's like I can kill any minute now. Really. Don't come near me.
You know when you need rest and your body is aching all over giving you the signs of overworking BUT you just can't sleep?
Assignments are only 1 of the factor.
Serious. I wake up at 5am seeing my mom still watching tv in the living room makes me unhappy/mad/irritated. But I can't seem to find any reason why am I unhappy/mad/irritated.
Maybe seeing her as being able to and has the time to sleep annoys people like me who wants to sleep so badly but don't get it -.-
She asks me how come I'm awake so early and it irritates me again!! For no friggin reason! This is not making any sense!
And you know when you're too tired and wanna rest for awhile and all you get is some stupid dreams and it kept waking you up (because you're shocked) that makes your anxiety so damn high you just wanna SCREAM??
Average sleep = 2 hours per day, for the past...2-3 days?
Oh gosh!! I'm very tired, and when I want to rest, I can't rest well. Great.
I'm so going cuckoo already. Going to have MAJOR attitude problem this few days.
People around me, don't tell me I didn't warn ya!
Seriously, I think i'm gonna be in this state for at least until Friday. After the last lecture on Friday I shall come home as soon as I can (hopefully I don't fall asleep driving), and friggin hibernate for as long as I can, food is going to be the second thing in my mind now for the first time.
Trust me, when you're sleep deprived your stomach don't really know when to feel hungry anymore. You're basically blank, like (o.o) all day long.
I'm getting old cannot take this crazy lifestyle already.. T.T
I wanna pay all my sleep debts and NOT wake up in the middle of the REM mode, again!
Gosh!
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
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