Missing MJ

This is 全字四粒“飞” -- 爆！

This is 全字 -- also 爆！

Do you know what is this?

This is my "good-touch-hand" kena punya 呖咕呖咕 -- 爆 again!

And this...is.. "诈糊"! Also only I can do it.

muahahahahaha~~ Geng leh~~

only fellow mahjong kaki-s know what i'm talking about isn't it?

Neyo - Mad

He's like, oh my god, ok, not cute, but his songs totally rocks! So sweet, so lovey dovey and it just makes you melt and evaporate! Here you have, his latest single, Mad.

She's starin at me,

I'm sittin, wonderin what she's thinkin.

Nobody's talkin, Cause talkin just turns into screamin.

Ohhh... And now is I'm yellin over her, She's yellin over me.

All that that means

Is neither of us is listening, (And what's even worse).

That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

Nothin'

(Fighting for) Nothin'

(Crying for) Nothin'

But we won't let it go forNothin'

(No not for) Nothin'.

This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.

Ohhh, baby... I know sometimes It's gonna rain...

But baby, can we make up now Cause I can't sleep through the pain.

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you),

And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me).

No, I don't wanna go to bed (Mad at you),

And I don't want you to go to bed (Mad at me)

Ohhh no no no...

And it gets me upset, girl

When you're constantly accusing. (Askin' questions like you've already known).

We're fighting this war, baby

When both of us are losing. (This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

What happened to workin' it out. We've falled into this place

Where you ain't backin' down, And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now... It's all for...

Nothin'

(Fighting for) Nothin'

(Crying for) Nothin'

But we won't let it go for Nothin'

(No not for) Nothin'.

This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.

Ohhh, baby... I know sometimesIt's gonna rain...

But baby, can we make up now'

Cause I can't sleep through the pain(Cant sleep through the pain).

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed(Mad at you),

And I don't want you to go to bed(Mad at me).

No, I don't wanna go to bed(Mad at you),

And I don't want you to go to bed(Mad at me)

Ohhh no no no...

[Bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect, (Perfect, perfect, oh oh).

And just how good it's gonna be.

We can't fuss and we can't fight

Long as everything alright between us

Before we go to sleep. Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes It's gonna rain... But baby, can we make up now'

Cause I can't sleep through the pain(Cant sleep through the pain).

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed(Mad at you),

And I don't want you to go to bed(Mad at me).

No, I don't wanna go to bed(Mad at you),

And I don't want you to go to bed(Mad at me)

Ohhh no no no...

So this is a code for us okay? Whenever we fight, just send each other this song.

I'm sure any fire can be put out .. "Because when we fight, we fight for Nothin' and we both lose" :)

A sombre day

For some reason, I was at the Duta Court today.

It's the first time in my life to be in an actual court, witnessing actual cases being settled and actually seeing prisoners, wearing the orange jumpsuite and hand cuffs on as they were escourted by the police.

I actually heard quite a few cases today. The most shocking one was a young man who was caught of heroine possession. I thought "oh my god he's gonna die!" But no I was wrong, he was being fine some amount of money only lah. Later did I found out that drug possession won't take your life. It's only those to do drug trafficking only will be judged for death sentence.

Whew, scary.

There were some who steal cars, steal bikes, and now i know that when you steal something, there will be a double charge if they found the stolen stuff undere your possession. So 1 for stealing, another 1 for possessing the stolen goods.

And then I saw a really young boy, as in, judged by his look i think the most also only 18 or 19 years old. I don't know what he did wrong, but I heard he cannot leave Selangor border. And if he do so he'll be put into jail. Or if he really need to go out of the state, he has to apply from the court first. And I saw the mother's eyes filled with tears. The son looked relaxed as though nothing really bothers him.

I was feeling pretty depressed at that point.

And then I had to wait. 4 hours I've waited and I can finally come home. Oh my.. There were actually plenty more things I wanted to share but I'm afraid to be arrested.. Well, you know..

Yeah finally I can go back to biopsych.. Cranial nerves, corpus callosum and lots of other very-hard-to-remember words, here I come~~

Happy Valentine's Day~!!

A student asks a teacher, 'What is love?'

The teacher said, 'in order to answer your question, go to the wheat field and choose the biggest wheat and come back.
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.'

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big wheat, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later.

Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him.
Later, when he finished more than half of the wheat field, he start to realize that the wheat is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.

So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, '...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person.... '

'What is marriage then?' the student asked.

The teacher said, 'in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back.

But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.'

The student then went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, 'this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage.'

Well of course i'm no one to tell you about love, it's just that, LOVE, sometimes it seems so simple, yet it is so complicated; and sometimes, it seems complicated but it actually is just very simple.

Haha.. very abstract eh? This is something I learned in the past 1 year.. Of course i'm still in the process of learning, sometimes you feel like giving up, but giving up ain't gonna be the way to solve a problem all the time..

Maybe i've done mistakes in the past, maybe I am still making mistakes here and there at this point (the fact is, I do :p), but nobody's perfect. Right?

Couples are like puzzles, the other half of you is a puzzle that you get to fit in your life, to complement each other, to go through thick and thin, rain or shine. I do believe there's someone made for each and everyone of us, it only depends if we are to work things out together or not.

I've learnt that keeping quiet isn't a solution to everything, because you might think that you're a peace lover, you don't wanna fight and all.. But at the end of the day, your voice wasn't heard, your partner wouldn't know what is in your head. Well I admit that I'm still learning to speak out every single time (consequences is Yee Way saying i've becoming more womanly now that I always complain about things), but it's not easy..

Also, getting used to your partner's bad habit is SUPER hard. For example, LAZINESS. And the word "later". We girls like to get things done immediately, now now now! (or maybe it's just me). But guys sitting in front of their idiot box (eg: tv, computer..etc) just don't give a damn. Because it's not important to them.

Blah blah blah..

I can go on and on and on and on and on for days complaining about guys (read: my other half) (OMG i'm complaining again) if I'm not feeling sleepy now.

But it's late and I shall not torture you guys about my romantic relationship and endless complaints. LOL.

Tomorrow replacement class, 9am-12pm on a wonderful Saturday Valentine's morning. And tell you what, I've failed to book a restaurant :p I told Marcus we're gonna celebrate in mamak. Hohohoho~

Happy Valentine's Day y'all~!!

In the midst of New Year

Well actually, Chinese New Year is the same for me every year, our family used to spend time going around visiting relative in Klang and go pray in temples. But as time goes by and more kids came on the way (my little cousins), we do that less and stayed at home more. It's pretty bored because at OUR AGE, we wanna go out have fun and all right?

Shiet what am I crapping here.

Bottom line, IT'S BORING -.- Our family don't do any other things other than eat and talk I guess. Cos they don't gamble. But it's a different story in Bee's family. I love the fact that they can have fun anytime they want to. It's so carefree!

Anyways, I've been pretty stressed out lately, being torn between going out to have fun and staying back to complete the assignments.

sigh~

Dr Goh's lecture reminded me a lot of things, all the while i've been enjoying life and forgot about my responsibilities as a uni student. I mean, I remember my responsibilities, but often times we just ignore the responsibilities and go do what please us.

and in the end, we fall back, we can't catch up, we lose motivation, we just basically screwed everything.

sigh~

I need strength, I need support and motivation from those who said they wanna work hard together. For this last one time I don't want anymore "Talk only No action".

I wanna go all out. I wanna have fun hard and work hard for my future. I'm tired of failing from my own goals.. Tired of seeing people fail too.. But of they can't help themselves, so do I.

Been moody today, sorry peeps for the lifeless blog entry..

HOHOHO I've been really busy!!

...i still amm!!!!

so lame -.-

thanks for dropping by, CIAO!!!

p/s: just posting for the sake of posting :P